It's not like that.

I think you might have expected me to wait. But for how long? A girl wants to know that she's loved and will be taken care of. When I saw you, for once... I finally felt nothing. I didn't feel tingly inside like I used to. I didn't feel nervous. I still care about you, but as a friend. I know what you're going through--well, just with what you've told me. So you should know that you always have me here to help you out. I can't be your back up plan or whatever. You weren't the only one afraid...